Taking Lives.

I watched Taking Lives last night!

Its a very sexy movie. VERY! hahahaha.

ANGELINA JOLIE'S hot.

thats all im gonna say! :D

Must watch! :D  



some guys are just too sexy! :D

AHMIR. :D

they're AWESOME! I dunno, maybe its just me. but I think Black Guys are just too SEXY! :)

heheheh.

 OMG! how cud you NOT love that?!?!?!

ASHLEY BANJO! <3

awesome! :D

nyeeeeh its complicated. :)

Okay, I like this guy......but its complicated.

pfft yeah.

I just wish theres NO complications. AT ALL. :)

sigh! EFF my life! :P

-.-' my dad. HAHA.

my Babah was on the newspaper! :P heheh he looked adorable yet funny in a way! LOL.

HAHAHA annoying! cubatah SENYUM! :P

clearly I was bored! so I had to post this! LOL. :D



its NOT a crime being vain once in a while. :D

is being VAIN a crime?

well in this generation, people tend to over critisize others who wear alot of make up or just dressing to impress. well why dont you just get a life and have a cup of I dont give a F*CK?! hahahaha

okay, lets just cut to the chase..

I don’t feel that I am vain. I like to look good, I like to feel good, and if make up or an outfit helps me in that… well then thats a good thing!
I like the process of getting ready, seeing the transformation, and yes, if that makes me vain, then I am glad. I know I am a good person, and this is my not so guilty pleasure. I think if you present your outer beauty as a relfection of your inner beauty, then you can show the world how beautiful you are inside and out. People who knows me knew that I'm NOT a make up person, cos I kept telling them that I'm NOT an average girly girl. but hell, yeah I like to play dress up, thats like a common thing. I mean what girl who doesnt enjoy playing dress up?! if such a girl does exist, then you're just LAME. :D hehe just sayin'. :)

I wouldn’t want to feel like I have to wear makeup everyday for ‘fear’ of people seeing me in my natural skin. In fact, I only wear makeup for band shows or if im attending in an event. so when I do wear makeup, it’s that much more of an impact, more like ‘look at what I can do’ as opposed to ‘the girl who wears tons of makeup everyday’ and I do work with a few of those.

So my only point is this. Makeup is awesome and fun. Wanting to be/look your best is a good way to live, but when it crosses the line into the point you’d be mortified without it, that says a lot about the level of vanity you may or may not have. Just wanting to look good isn’t really vanity. Assuming you do and that everyone should think so, that’s another thing entirely.

so its safe to say that I am vain but not in a self-obsessed way. I like to wear makeup but I don’t have to. I can very easily go out shopping bare faced and not feel like I’m sucking the beauty out of the world.

The thing is, I like to be comfortable. I don’t dress very girly but I do enjoy painting my face as a mode of self-expression. Makeup makes me comfortable. However, I do think it’s abit alarming that people spend so much time, energy and money obsessing about something that is in no way going to last. We all age at some point. So I think that we should also spend time, money and energy of beautifying our inner self.

 yes, this is ME. :D heheh being vain as always, yet with less makeup on. :)

 have FUN. live life! LIFE'S GOOOD! (LG) HAHAH. :p

okay at this point, I just ran out of words. :D hehe.

The Other Day. :D

yesterday was FUN. :D I went out w my friend, EFFIE. :) gaaad I miss that girl already. :P she's adorable in some way. :D hehehe so we went out and (aku pergi window shopping, unlike her, SHOPPING ALL THE WAY!! ) HEHE. 

yeah I know we looked kindda gay in this picture. HEHEHE. lol. :P

 INTRODUCING EFFIE. :D heheh. cute!

so yeah that pretty much it. :) then my mum called bawa makan arah Pastamania. :)

okay, Imma go. :D seeyou!

Hi, Babah! :D

Since I got 6 Os, my dad belum lagi give me presents for my intelligence! :D HEHEHE.

so I was thinking I give him some hints here and there. :P

THIS IS WHAT I WANT. :D

HAHAHAHA belabih! mau lagi tu IPAD! LOL. HAHAHAHHA.

but yeah, its either IPAD OR IPOD TOUCH.

But I want IPOD TOUCH pulang. :D heheheh. DAD i hope you read this. :D

ILOVEYOU! HAHAHAHAH SUDAH ATU! :p <3

ALL I WANT IS RAIN! :)

ITS OBVIOUS THAT I AM STILL GAGA OVER HIM.

and by him, I mean, RAIN BI! :D hehehehhe. sheeeesh RAIN IS THE DEFINITION OF SEX-Y. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH.

HE IS THE SEXIEST MAN ALIVE! :D no doubt! :) HEHEHEHE.

 OMG! HOW CUD YOU RESIST! :P HEHEHEHEH.

a guy like YOU shouldnt be left UNTOUCHED. :D

 he's making it RAIN in JAPAN. :D

OH GAAAAAD, *DIES! :D <3

DAYYYYUUUUM! everytime I watch this, RAIN's body is SCREAMING for me to come touch it. :D

he is just TOO SEXY! :D

GILAAA, SEXY EH! seriously watching him dance just BEATS orgasm! :P hahahah

HAHAHAHAHAHAH i'd kill to be those girls. tapi aku mau SEXY dance w him, PRIVATELY! :D HEHEHEHEH.

rainism's lyrics. :D sexaaaay!
I'm gonna be a bad boy
I gotta be a bad boy
I'm gonna be a bad bad boy
I gotta be a bad boy

I'm gonna be a bad boy
I gotta be a bad bad boy
I'm gonna be a bad bad boy
I gotta be a bad boy

I'm creeping in your system
How do you feel make some noise
I'm gonna keep you body movin;
Stop acting like you have a choice

I make it rainism the rainism
Now let it take over your soul
We gonna get crazy now yes crazy now
Gotta let your body lose control

I'm gonna be a bad boy
I gotta be a bad boy
I'm gonna be a bad bad boy
I gotta be a bad boy

I'm gonna be a bad boy
I gotta be bad bad boy
I'm gonna be a bad bad boy
I gotta be a bad boy

See Im about to change positions
come and take my magic stick
Gonna take you for a ride
Guaranteed to make your body shake ( btw, he whispered me these lyrics yesterday) HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA :P

I make it rainism the rainism
Now let it take over your soul
We gonna get crazy now yes crazy now
Gotta let your body lose control

I make it rainism the rainism
Now let it take over your soul
We gonna get crazy now yes crazy now
Gotta let your body lose control

I make it rainism the rainism
Now let it take over your soul
We gonna get crazy now yes crazy now
Gotta let your body lose control

RAIN IS JUST TOO HHOOOOTTT! :D <3

i'd like to marry him. GAAAAAD! :D

DATE. :/

I asked a guy out. :/

 HHAHAAH well to be honest, i've never ever been to an actual date before. 

kena asked out pulang, tapi I rejected them. :( hahaha

so anyway, I asked this guy and amazingly he said YES pulang. tapii now aku mcm ada second thoughts. :/ like I know along the line he'd end up no where in my near future.

so yeah, this is THE RISK i've to take. :"(

but anyhoots, I'm NOT gonna mention names here, so imma just show you a picture of him! HAHAHA. well NOT him, but some hints and there. IF you figured it out, then you're AWESOME! hahahah apakan. :P bah enuf talking.

yes, I asked this guy out. :/ HEHEHE. hope ebbything went well. :D

btw, this guy, (above) the real guy, he's an amazing singer! :P and he's SEXY! no doubt. :D

awesome song! :D

AL-FATIHAH. YOU'LL BE MISS. :"(

Al- Fatihah to my Atok. :"(

YOU ARE ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED.

YOU'LL ALWAYS REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS

&&&

YOU'LL BE MISS. :"(

al-fatihah. mudah-mudahan rohnya di cucuri rahmat. :) and di masukkan di dalam golongan orang orang yang beriman. :D AMIN.

Life as a consolation prize!

Here’s a tip ; Never underestimate on how you look at guy. Their deliciously good looks may fool you. Don’t get me started on their charm, even! That is like their one and only secret weapon to capture a “Gazelle” and lock them in their cage. Their minds are un’decode’able. You can’t even unlock those manipulative minds of theirs. It is totally unreadable. Boys have this wild (or shall I say ‘rare’) ability to play with our sacred minds. It’s like they Jedi-minded you. It can control you and will make you thirst for more.  One day they tell you that “you’re the one” , and the next thing you know, they’re in a freaking relationship with someone else! Like WHAT THE F*CK? (forgive my language). Well I got to admit, they are actually kindda good. I mean there really is another version of Barney Stinson, who can easily charm girls with that good looks of his. Not everyone gets to win to the top prize. The fact that it is NOT always easy to swallow, and you can say that you’re living your life as a well known LOSER. Life as a consolation prize, SUCKS. So bad. Cause you will always be reminded as the “LOSER”. You’ll always get the sympathy vote. It’s just that they don’t really love you, or shall I say “into you” , but they just love having you around. We are like their puppets. Stupid enough to think that we even had the chance to be theirs. Sucky, huh?

yeah, LOSER. :"(

SOUL MATES. :)

Soul mates. That’s what popped into my head these past few days… well to be honest, I do believe that everyone of us do have a soul mate. Seriously, look at our parents. They’ve been married for years, and they still look insanely in love!!!! Hey, you know what they say, TRUE LOVE NEVER ENDS, right? Well if you ask me, I don’t even know where to, or better yet, find one! I mean what can I say, I’m no Angelina Jolie! I mean I don’t want to “burukkan diri” but who am I fooling anyway? I’m not that attractive! Guys nowadays prefer staring at my tits instead of looking at me in the eyes, and pinching my butt instead of shaking my hands! And judging by that, how am I supposed to find my soul mate in this black and white world? To make things simpler, I will just look for the Geek In The Pink. But this so-called Geek will always remain anonymous, because in every relationships, no I meant in life, it will always has its own mystery. Because without it, it just wouldn’t be that much fun. So back to the story… I admit that I did describe this “Geek” is wearing a pink shirt. I mean ‘why not pick another colour right?’ So well the reason why I say so it’s because to me, PINK (on guys preferably) do shows confidence. Yes, it is because pink is actually a girls’ colour, and by seeing guys wearing it, it really does shows their inner yet softer side. Have been said that, I do not mean ‘Gay’. I simply mean the sweetness side of them that they don’t even know they had. And by judging by the colour of their shirt, we can simply ‘note’ what kind of guy they are. For example YELLOW. Yellow specifically on guys, do shows that they are the ‘happy-go-lucky’ kind of guy. More like a mature on the outside but a kid on the inside. And GREY shows the sexiness of a guy. Grey is not dark and is certainly not bright either. It’s just neutral. And neutral is sexy. But I guess you guys might probably think that BLACK is sexy. WRONG. I mean black IS sexy, but not on men. Black suits better on girls. J Alright, back to soul mates… to actually find ‘the one’ it is never easy. It is certainly not like putting on different type of clothes. Guys are actually simple. But what we are looking for is not actually out there. I mean, come on, admit it, we girls are looking for this perfect so-called guy to be this super perfect gentleman. Who cooks, who sings, who serenades on you, who kisses you goodnight, who’s fully responsible on your family and etc etc etc. but, hate to break it down to you but, there is no such thing as such guys as I mentioned above. Probably, yes…. But big possibility they’re taken. Want to know why? It is because your mom is married to one!!! It’s your DAD! Come on, let’s play along with me here, take a deep look at your dad. Look at him. He is the perfect guy you have ever seen, right? He cooks, he sometimes sings, he kisses you goodnight and better yet, he even protect you from a broken leg, nightmare and even…..a broken heart. He is the best. And have been said that, we girls have to be fully aware on what type of guy are we dating. For instance, a guy who uses you just so he could be in a relationship ( yes, I know how it feels. I’ve been there before. It sucked! ) , a guy who treated you like crap! Who say mean things about you and yet you still thinks that it is part of the ‘sparkle’ thingy… blahblahblahblah. So if you feel like your ‘man’ is ‘sneakingly’ using you, DITCH HIM! :D Okay, for all the people who knew me, knows that I don’t actually have much experiences in this so-called Relationships! I mean, to be frankly honest….. I don’t even have that much boyfriends. I only dated twice. Yes, bummer, right? But I sounded like this person who knew everything about Soul mates, Guys, love, puppy love and blahblahblahblah. Well I knew these kind of things from seeing and knowing the facts that most of us are trying to avoid. For example, as I mentioned above, “a guy who uses you just so he could be in a relationship “ I mean, you knew that he was just using you cause he was afraid of being alone, or, just so he could be seen as this “player” who has all of this power to attract girls and caved them into his teeny tiny little cage, which is the heart. So girls, ask you yourself, “why the hell am I with him, anyway?” here’s why. It is because you were blinded by his super magical words. don’t get fooled be the sweet talkers, honey! They’re contagious. Seriously, trust me, I’ve personally been there before. I mean, once you’re in, there is certainly a no way out. Moreover, do not be fooled by the good looks! ( except for Taylor Lautner ) because you may never know what’s on the inside. Have been said that, they’re inside might not be as deliciously good looking as on the outside. Get me? As I mentioned above, ‘Guys are actually simple’ cause they mean what they say, and they say what they mean. For instance, when a guy really wants to see you, he genuinely wants to see you. But if he doesn’t give a shit, he literally doesn’t give a shit. So girls, just don’t take it personally, okay? If you met a guy, please do observe him with an open mind, and do listen. Flirts a bit, do whatever you want, but do not give him everything that is about you, cause when you do, there’s nothing left to talk about. And by that, they tend to bore easily. All I’m saying is, you don’t have to go all the way to heaven to actually find your soul mate! It could be your BFF, cause you both have been through thick and thin, and so he knows you. The real you that you don’t even know you had. He accept you for who you are from the very beginning and yet, he’s still here. You’ve been through some rough patches together, and yet, he’s still remain as one of your most important people in your life. Your BFF is like your Twin. It’s like you’re friends with yourself, get me? A soul mate is when you really connect with someone without you even realizing it. My point on writing this article is, we have to be fully aware on what’s around us. All you have to do is open your eyes with your mind, and you’ll see them….. standing there waiting for you too.

my obsession! :D

Okay this may sound a little bit insane, cause people who know me, knew that I'm so NOT into KOREAN DRAMA. at all! :P haha. so this is quite a shock to me too.

well to be honest, I'm not THAT into korean dramas pulang. just one drama, and thats it! HAHAHA the reason I watched it because RAIN BI was in it. HAHAH. yeah IM OBSESSED W HIM, okay? If you wanna sue me, then go ahead! I dont give a sh*t about it. so yeah. HAHA.

the movie is called, THE FUGITIVE : PLAN B. and as I watched the movie I discovered one very good looking actor named DANIEL HANNEY! he's SMEXY! :D HEHEH. between him and Rain, I think imma choose Daniel instead. :D HEHEH.

 the fugitive : plan B

 The sexy DANIEL HANNEY. :D

and of course the sexy RAIN BI. no doubt. :) HEHE.

FREDDIE PRINCE JR is just so hooooot! :D

I JUST WATCHED HEAD OVER HEELS. and it was AMAZING!

Freddie Prince Jr, was in it. Gilaa man, I think he's cute. like VERY CUTE! :D

okay, imma just let the pictures do all the talking! HEHE.

SMEXY! :D

turns out he's the one yg belakon arah Scooby-Doo! HEHEHE.

I envy SARAH MICHELLE GELLER! :"( heheh.

FREDDIE PRINCE JR, is just HOT. :D

YES, IM A QUEEN. :)

THIS
IS WHAT I
FOUND ONLINE!!!

 

I was just surfing the internet tadi, and I googled my name, 'AMYANA'. and as a result, THIS POPPED out!

" Amyana was the queen of the great city of Luthe in the First Age. She was known for her great beauty and boundless compassion for all things, but in particular for Grand Admiral Kendik Arcadi and, unfortunately, his Lunar Mate Leviathan. The party discovered her tomb at Leviathan's direction. It has been conjectured that Amyana is the fifth member of the party's first age Circle, given that Arcadi was a member of her circle and the party has every caste represented except a Zenith. Both Cid and the portrait in the Coatl have confirmed these suspicions. "

"Where the sea meets the sky, where the clouds kiss the sun, where there waves caress the shore, there yet remains the love of Admiral Leviathan and Queen Amyana. Leviathan, bold and brave, kissed not by the sun but the moon, dare to love what he could never touch. And Amyana, the fairest of all beings, whose love was greater than any the rest of tbut he world could know, and whose touch brought joy unlike any other, returned it thousandfold. Betrayed by he whom she had sworn herself to, she turned to the young Admiral" - the unknown author. :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH , okay so AMYANA was a Queen! maybe..just maybe, I may end up like this "amyana". Well NOT the dead part, but the QUEEN part. HAHAHAHAH. LOL.

but nevertheless.......IM AWESOME. :D

just like Barney Stinson. but waaaaay AWESOME-ER. :P 

KB was AWESOME!

DU HELLO! :)

HAHAHA I just got back from Kuala Belait with my familia. :) it was AWESOME! being at KB feels like being overseas. :$ like KB is totally different from Brunei-Muara. HAHAHA. and we felt like people there kept on eyeing on us. :/ *creepy. maybe they can sense that we're NOT kb-ians. HAHAHA. TF?!?!? :P

here are some of the pictures I've taken from our trip. :D

tapi inda ada Ikan. :"(

while waiting for my mum to take a peepee. :) HAHAH.

FACE OR VASE? :D HAHAH. I too, didnt get it at the first time. :D

(in OGDC)

these pictures looked SURRRREEEEEAAAAAAL. :D HEHE.

                                               

THEN  WE WENT TO ANDUKI......TO EAT! hahahaha.



So thats it. thats KB. :) and imma let all the pictures to do the talking. :D

we just had a bad day. TRAUMATIZED in fact. :"(

19th December 2010, Sunday.

Yesterday we went to KB, makan luar w Yatie and the cousins. so kami convoy. :) it was supposed to be a FUN day, until, kami kena langgar! both of our cars! :( till now I still cudnt erase that horrible scene. like LITERALLY cudnt. you just cant imagine the feeling when the car hit us. theres no other words to described it, i mean the look on our faces explains everything. IT WAS JUST HORRIBLE. :"( but I pity Sufyan. :( cos his car yg kena sandwiched by our jeep and the kereta yg langgar him from the back. THANK GOODNESS the guy bayar on the spot. he was like, " saya tak mau gadoh gadoh "so he paid us $300 each to repair! Gilaaaa, macam panik wah terus! I mean we were taking a road trip for the first time without our parents! so it was totally a nerve wreaking experience! plus masa kami ke Naafi to make a pitstop, Sufyan didnt even matikan his car engine. cos he said mcm alang alang tutup since kami sekejap saja. plus theres nobody around besides us. so I get his point lah. and then, Safwan and Aziz pull this STUPID AND A SO NOT FUNNY prank on sufyan, by moving his car on the other side of the building! LIKE WTHFISHH?!?!?!? so we all went ballistic over it and like cursing each other, I mean this IS not the time to pull this kind of prank on each other! JUST NOT TODAAAAAY!!! sigh. so we went back home, feeling rather down. :( literally all of us were. so yeah. I hope dapat fix his car. and hopefully these things will never happen again. :) pheeeww! :D

MY FIRST POST

:) so yeah, I  just made this like a few seconds ago... and I still dont know what to post about. :$ HEHE.

First of all, its the Holiday Season pulang ni. Which means its an annual festive period that surrounds the Christmas and other various other holidays. HEHEH ( I just googled it) :P like I know all these things about Christmas! LOL. HAHA. okay, so yeah. emphasizing on HOLIDAY here means a day free from work that one may spend at leisure, especially a day on which custom or the law or celebrate a particular event. or just to celebrate at the fact that holiday here means to go for a vacation somewhere overseas! so yeah. well to be honest, the reason why I post about holiday, is that I dont actually feel the FUN or the AURA of actually having a holiday. get me? HAHAH I hope you do. :)

 

Its just that, i've been home schooled since early this year, due to somethin' somethin' , so since then I thought having being home schooled wud be like HEAVEN ON EARTH! like most teenagers' dream of having home schooled! like theres no rules to obey, no teachers to hate at. no poklens to go GAGA over 'em, and et cetera! HAHAH. Unfortunately, I was WRONG! DEEPLY WRONG.  home schooled is like the most BORING that i've ever experienced! seriously! like DU-THELL? macam you become anti-social terus. just like that *snap!

 

so yeah. safe to say that my holiday SUCKS! SO BAAAAAD!  like du hello?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHA. Okay okay, imma go. cheers! :D